(3-a)
i finally understand why on may 2020 i felt the gut, and why i was afraid too much, that wolvie would leave me, which eventually he did. it was the feeling that made me sent a chat to him, that i don't want in that situation anymore because i wish to have more, and then he replied that he cannot give it to me.
there, it's done. it happened because it had to. not for me but for him.
may 2020 nodal transit started to entering gemini-sagittarius that sit on his 1st and 7th house while venus also started retrograde, which doubled the wave. a big change was happening for him. and i was no longer needed in his life. the shift was so huge and i was a part of the purge and it was inevitable.
while i still having a battle to move on, i started to see a light: it was happening for him and i should accept it. beside, also, surely he never love me the way i do. i understand it.
astrologers said about released and let go vibe on 14th june when full moon in sagittarius. i think i'm looking forward for it.
i pray you have a really good life, wolvie. you are my best part and best lesson in my life. i am sorry if i didn't do enough for you. thank you for caring me the way you did despite you have no feeling towards me. i like your gentle manner, and always will.
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